Common State of Inner Violence

 Write within flesh and bones, write with blood and anger, write with wrath and chaos. Your pourpose died between your dreams and your debts - now your soul will crawl under the cold skin of the dammed life's fog. Don't lie! Don't lie! This is not a misunderstood! This is you chaos!

Write with no fingers, write with your tong and cut it off, spit it over the cross and blame yourself until the end. You've created a party and wasn't invited, grabbed your pillow and burned it. You've been chased for example, you've been aimed for fun. You seek happiness and joy eating gloom and void. From all the curses, from all the disasters, from all those misinterpretations and social anomaly for one you wasn't prepared: You common state of inner violence!

Shattered, devised, divided, divined... Infinity dark flow... Maelstrom of  nightmares, déjà vu of blasphemer. Black seeds, dark roots, inner cords, suffocated wrath... Burning your skin backwards, bringing the past to future and vanishing the present - your soul is twisted and your mind is obfuscated. Now you engage the final truth, now you engage the worst scheme, now you engage the twisted nether, now you engage yourself dammed and modified. Cement down trough your throat, caffeine for asleep, poison for the living, water for the porks. Undead creature, lied and tortured, can't find enough wrath, enough blood. Rusted creature, seeking answers, seeking answers... Nowhere to find them. No way to run, closed doors. They tried to kill and instead poisoned your heart. You committed suicide. You committed suicide. You committed suicide. You committed suicide. You doomed yourself to save other. You're a fool - a dead man walking. You're a fool - a true believer. You're a fool - a dreamer. Now white the sinners rest in peace, swimming in their sins, you will haunt your shattered memories, you will curse yourself and your dreams, you will bury them under six feet, you will burn them inside your angered thoughts. You can't release the gore, you are cursed - sealed besides the pain, the destruction; between crossed fates, between mad visions, between suffer and void. Time will watch over you, counting your endurance. Even don't believing in your eyes, even if you don't trust on them anymore, even if your lips betrayed you... It isn't over yet~ Ready yourself for the worst. Guard your trust and avoid the killing lust, if you hear your sins your wishes will become true. Engage yourself... Engage your common state of inner violence.